hmm..i’m juz curious bout some 2@3 things that happened recently in my life..n in couple of weeks i’m adding another year in my age.. it wasnt scary me at all.. i’m too eager to find out what will happen next in my life, how will i confront those new things (hopefully), what will i be in future..n where could possibly my life leads me.. yup..every1 wish for the best in their life..it juz a matter of time n consequences (thou)
well..wutever happen in past, present or future..i knew i will face it no matter how tough things will turn up..
hopefully 25 is juz a number..another 5 years 2 turn 30..
n my biggest wish will be…
finish my master this year!!
hmm.. some ppl dont care about the rest..just they, themselves n what they aimed for.. my progress meeting previously..well…i dont have problems with the presentation (i guessed) BUT I DO HAVE PROBLEMS WITH SOME PPL right now!! (n dam* i mean it).. 
deep down inside me i really dont want 2 b rude or forget ’bout ppl who helped me..but it’s so annoying when u get blamed all the times..(since i alwiz wear black doesnt mean i have that weird bad character thou!) maybe yup..it’s my fault..i prefer ppl 2 assume me as a bad girl – u might have 2 know me better then u can judge me later- rather than sweet-nice-bubbly girl (which turns out 2 b not-so-innocent pun eventually..hAHA)
..this week will have the same manuscript writing workshop..phew.. if u dont like me why u should pick me together with all ur fav pet??!! the choosen 1 wasnt alwiz b me..but when it comes to the worst 1..yup..i’m the 1st choice after all..yet the best choice to be the worst i could say..
..if u want to be at the top of everythg u muz do whatever it takes 2 make sure it’s u who alwiz be the best..n how it works?
pulling ur frens 2gether to reach the golden goal? 
naah! dont be that innocent-nice-bubbly girl la
.. instead of pulling..u have u PUSH every1 down, STEP at their back n CLIMB to their head to get to the top!
in addition..u have to told every1 how pathetic u r, how ppl treat u badly, how u lead ur life so hardly (including that u r not fully supported) 
..n the crucial part – u have 2 show ur best yet find the worst in ur enemy n spread it to ur boss
..(afterward tell ur frens a.k.a ur enemy u will never done anythg that will ruin their reputations!) believe me it really works la..(whether u r working in lab or office
)
) juz 2 remind myself.. treat ppl the way u want to be treated (its OK 4 me if u want to be treated as H*LL 
..wasnt my problem at all)
A.L
)email that gave an order to attend sum kind of manuscript writing workshop (
) n it will be an intensive workshop as i heard a news that the tentative is scheduled from am till pm 
.. even when i’m thinking of it my brain starting to get tired..next week will b a long-exhausted week n so with another week..i’ve got progress meeting to attend and have to present my current progress (which in my previous post i did mention how “well” it was rejected!
.. besides work, there’s another thing that keep wandering in my head
..
i really dont think i can keep moving on if the person who supposed to back up me was the 1 who stabbed me right in front of my face!..n she keep saying about stabbing person at the back? (whattheheck?? 
I LIKE 
)
(EVENTUALLY!!
) it really worried me a lot as i’ve alwiz loss my sense of direction..(in other word..LOST! 
.. the real adventure was beyond that, tho.. i missed 1 exit n had to drive until puchong n at that moment i became panicked! i called mr.z (he already aware bout the bluntness of my sense of direction..
) n…suddenly my phone turned off (dam* that battery!!
) i’m so scared n started to shed tears when i realised i’m LOST! I ENTERED THE WRONG EXIT (as i didnt noticed the signboard written bangi after kajang!) n that exit made me drove the same place twice (with the terrible jammed at seri kembangan!) as i drove the lebuhraya skve second time..i pray to God for the guideness n often told myself that i had 2 believe n help myself this time..(as the phone didnt work 4 me to call or sms any1 n i am alone driving back home) the motivation i gave 2 myself really worked.. i didnt feel afraid nor panic. n i was safely arrived home.. (n mr. z kept calling n sms-ing my housemate since he couldnt contact me..
which i think..it’s a bit pathetic 4 me as every1 knew ‘m lost..
)
.. geess..have to get myself a map of selangor n malaysia..huhu (adding a new resolution in my list! 
..
) but for once.. i do wondering..if ever sum1 u gave ur heart 4..ever leaves u juz like that..it would be a terrific disaster.. (if it’s without any concrite reasons lar..huhu 
..
analone
